I thought I would document my dream so I can always refer back to it. Feel free to comment or just read. Either or, I appreciate anything.

Today I woke up "kind" of hungover, so my body always ends up waking me early. Especially on my day off. I ate breakfast and made coffee. Afterwards I decided to take a nap. I remember reading about Pan and how he likes to party all night until the crack of dawn. Then Pan ends up sleeping until noon. In my mind I felt like I was doing the same. Before I took my Pan nap my body felt anxious. Didn't know why, but it did. I put on some Flo+TheMachine before passing out. Once I passed out I started to dream, but it didn't feel like a dream. It felt like I was living through everything.

In my dream, I ended up in this house. A pretty big house, no clue who's house it was but I was there. In my dream I still had that same feeling of anxiousness. I had a feeling like someone was watching me throughout my "dream." I looked around and I saw this pigeon outside the house. Just chilling on the ledge of the backyard balcony. As I wondered the house. My hand was drawn to something and ended up pulling me towards someplace in the house. I can't remember where it was taking me, but slowly after I was on the second floor with people. Other witches(like 3 or 4 of them) and we were talking about something that brought up my feeling of anxiousness and feeling of being watched. Once I mentioned it they all gave me this blank stare and then we all went down stairs. That's when I started to have the feeling again. If I remember correctly a door flew open. We were all startled so we decided to chant a hymn of protection. Before the chant gets done, the dream brings me into a scene where I'm in the house but it's now a party or some sort of celebration. 80% of the people at the party were witches so I felt a little at ease. I ended up talking to this elderly lady. She was thin with a short bowl cut -ish hair, loose blouse and formal pants, and with beaded necklaces. Once I mentioned my hand being drawn to someplace in the house. She takes my arm and drags me into this dim lit room(some sort of living room). She talks to me but I really don't remember what she was saying and then before I know it. She threw an amethyst crystal past me. Aiming towards this pigeon. The same pigeon I saw in the beginning of my dream. She gets angered because she missed the pigeon and it flys away. As I look back to see where the pigeon went the elderly lady disappears. Then a middle aged black man comes in the room asking me if I were okay. As he walks towards me a door flys open. Me already weirded out, I close the door and the door doesn't shut. As I try to shut the door again, the pigeon flys out. Then another door flys open. He walks over to shut it while I'm still holding open the same door the pigeon flew out of. Trying to figure out the physic or where the pigeon hid before flying out. He ends up opens the door because it seemed like more guest were arriving so he opens it. I end up sitting on the floor waiting for him to get done talking to them and waiting for him to shut the door. As I wait, a fox walks in threw the door where the pigeon flew out of. The fox being a little bigger than an ordinary fox and with black fur. The snot had a small ring around it with red fur. I ball my fistand present it I front of me to see if the fox was friendly. The fox ended up sniffing my hand and then petting itself with my balled fist. It comes closer and rubs it's face towards mind and then stares at me for a second. Inches back away from me and then the fangs peak out as if it were to ready to attack. Then I remember the black guy who was at the door talking to whoever was behind me. The feeling wasn't the same and it felt like he wasn't there anymore but something else. Probably the same thing that was watching me in the beginning. Before I could turn around I was awoken by my grandmother asking me to take her to the mall. Waking up in a panic but I felt so uneasy.

The "dream" I had didn't feel like a dream I had before. It felt more real. Before this dream, I found out one of my coworkers were a witch and she gifted me this amethyst crystal she said she had. I felt so uneasy about that connection that I had to cleanse the crystal. Charges moon water I saved, lavender salt, cedar wood oil, and cleansing my room with palo santo and salt. I still trying to piece everything together. I know that the lions gate recently ended and I want to say that I passed threw it in my dream into another parallel, hence why it felt so real to me. Then again I really don't know. 8/13/16