Post by Erik Mouse on Jul 7, 2016 3:14:20 GMT -5
Okay, finally had gotten the chance to work on this a lot and get it posted here.
A good idea too if you don't know where to put it is think about your question and just see where it fits into which board. What it has to do about and so on. If you post it on the wrong board, no worries, there are no penalties for that at all. I can just redirect your thread to the appropriate board. So no need to worry my friend.I have thought about what you have said here and have decided and feel the best place to put this would be in the paranormal board, which is where it is going unless for some reason you need to move it to somewhere else.
Since it seems like you like what I have written up to you that is occult related, I'm going to rewrite it up here while I'm responding to you here as there may be a few things I may have missed.
As I have mentioned before in private message, it all started a long time ago back when I was in my teens and long before I began finding my way into occult related stuff. It is also around the time I first had a dream with possible spiritual contact which was with what looked like a small white mouse. In the dream, I was in the backyard near the alleyway of where I used to live a long time ago, and there appeared to be a white mouse scurrying around down in the grass. It was a normal size mouse like the ones you would see in a pet store. When I got down closer to the mouse, I saw that it had blue eyes and suddenly began hearing the mouse speaking in English, but couldn't quite hear what the mouse was saying. Right as I got even closer to the mouse, the speaking became clearer and was clearly saying something about two greatest treasures in the world. I then found myself picking the mouse up and asking it, "Hello, could you explain it to me what this was about."
Instead of getting a response, I noticed the mouse running off by the fence instead while I was saying to it "Did I hurt you, I'm sorry." I then heard the mouse saying something about a morning bell and that its name is Heather, and I again say that I am sorry. I suddenly lost sight of the mouse and started to walk down the alleyway, but then walked back toward the yard. I soon noticed the white mouse was back, but didn't appear to be moving. As I got down close to it to check it out, I saw that it appeared to be sad and said to it, "I apologize and I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way." I then hear the mouse responding to me and saying, "No, it's not that. It's just that my husband was killed by a croaker while searching for one of the two greatest treasures in the world." I soon noticed the mouse was pointing toward a steep grassy hill that appeared to be just beyond my old house before continuing to speak and say, "One of the two greatest treasures lies just over that hill.", and then I woke up afterward.
I haven't been able to figure out this dream since then other than I had the feeling the mouse named Heather was possibly the spirit of a mouse. The only thoughts I have gotten is that the croaker could mean a frog even though I'm not sure what kind of frog would kill a mouse. And as for the steep grassy hill in the dream, I had thoughts that it might represent the tree-covered hill that I could see beyond the front of the house where I used to live in childhood in Emmaus, Pennsylvania, and beyond that hill is where my grandma's house is in which it might have something to do with it. All I know is that this led to me finding out that I have some mouse-like characteristics with my personality and soon began to go by the name of Erik Mouse.
The next time I was having dreams with possible spiritual contact didn't happen until some time later after I had a return visit to my grandma's house since I haven't been there in over ten years, and that was because I was forced to leave the area during childhood in a cross-country exodus with family to the Seattle, Washington area due to marriage issues between my mom and my now deceased biological father. During the first time I returned to my grandma's house after being gone for over ten years, I felt this spiritual presence there and days later began having the many dreams I had with a boy or anthropomorphic fox wearing blue clothing who called himself Kane Fox in them. After the first few dreams I had of him, I ended up drawing and doing a sketch of him of what he looked like with colored pencils as shown below.
I wasn’t sure what to make of the dreams and ended up getting some books at the time on dreams including a book on shamanism, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
The books I have gotten on dreams didn’t seem to be that much help on this since I felt that a number of these dreams didn’t follow dream interpretations due to having spiritual contact in them, and had resulted in me getting rejected and banned from quite a few dream interpretation groups. I hope that I don’t see that happening here even though this is occult related, being that some time later after taking to a friend of mine about the dreams, I was referred to someone called Yotewah to talk to regarding the dreams and who or what was appearing in them. And while I was talking to her, I found out that she referred to herself as Coyote’s Daughter and that she was involved with the occult. She also told me that she has been studying for more than ten years on her own and with an Elder of Serpentstone. After sharing a number of the dreams with her, I learn from her that Kane Fox is actually a spirit I have found at my grandma’s house who became a friend and guide to me. This kind of led me to wonder whether or not I had an imaginary friend back in childhood that got left behind during the cross-country exodus and that it might be a symbol or signal that I want to regain my lost childhood.
Sometime during the time or after the time I was having the frequent dreams with Kane Fox in there, I ended up having a dream with a woman who appeared to look like an anthropomorphic coyote in it that seemed like it was Yotewah herself. Shortly after waking up from the dream, I ended up drawing and doing a sketch of this coyote woman of what she looked like with colored pencils as shown below.
After doing this drawing and sketch, I tell her about this dream and show it to Yotewah who tells me it seems like it is her as the outfit and stuff it is wearing is very similar to stuff she has and wears. It was also around this time that I had a few dreams where Kane Fox got taken away from me by something pretending to be him. In the dream that I had where I have seen a picture of the Kane Fox Impersonator that at first looked like Kane Fox, but there was something different about him. This Kane Fox Impersonator appeared to have two white crescents on each side of his face and his face appeared to be kind of different, kind of human, but still wore clothing that matched Kane Fox. Then in another dream, I found out something bad happened to Kane Fox where I found that he was communicating to me and calling for help through big cardboard tube like the ones that come with rolls of wrapping paper. It started out with a soft voice saying “Hello there, help me” with me responding to it saying “Yes”, and then it said, “This is Kane, help.” I then end up asking it “Are you a ghost?” and got a response from it saying “Yes.” In that dream, I felt that the only way you can communicate to Kane Fox with that tube is that you are doing it with the heart by putting your heart into your voice. Otherwise you wouldn’t get a response.
Since I didn’t know what to do, I ended up really needing Yotewah’s help in this and told her all about this. I end up finding out from her that she found out where Kane Fox was being held and rescued him from there, and that there was something impersonating Kane Fox with the intent on doing me harm. She also tells me that she had taken care of the impersonator by having them sealed away in a sphere of love in an ice glacier until it has learned to love itself, and said she has it guarded by one of her ice dragons. That seemed to be the end of that problem, but then sometime after this, I began having a few dreams where I have encountered a little girl who called herself Lindsey in them and originally had something that was chasing after her in them. After I have shown Yotewah the dreams of Lindsey, I learn from her that Lindsey is actually another spirit that is an elfin girl that I have gotten as another spiritual friend, and she had help Lindsey by getting rid of whatever was chasing after her.
Shortly after getting Lindsey, I decided to have large plush animals around three feet tall of both Kane Fox and Lindsey made, and ended up finding someone to make them without costing me too much money for the commission. The result is that I had these two plush animals of Kane Fox and Lindsey made for me as shown in the pictures below.
The reason I have gone and had these two large plush animals made is because I have become attached to both Kane Fox and Lindsey enough that I wanted to have something representing them to cuddle and love. Sometime after these two large plush animals were made and I have received them, the spirits of both Kane Fox and Lindsey became attached to them even though I have taken the large plush of Kane Fox to my grandma’s house and the spirit of Kane Fox had become attached to it while it was there. Nowadays, I usually have these two large plush in bed with me to sleep with as I feel that I want to keep them protected with me. And if you are wondering what the necklace is around the Kane Fox plush, it is a hematite stone necklace he has on that I have gotten for him. He also has a rose quartz one on as well that I have also gotten for him since hematite and rose quartz are for protection and love.
Speaking of which, you said the following regarding spirits being attached to objects which I’m going to answer here.
I will let you know that this isn’t the case here as the spirits of Kane Fox and Lindsey have attached themselves to the plush animals by their own will and weren't forcefully done unwillingly.
Also, since I loved Kane Fox very much, I ended up designing and having a whole family of large plush foxes made to go with him which consists of a mother wearing a flowery dress and bonnet named Suzette Fox, a brother wearing green named Taru Fox, a sister wearing pink named Katy Fox, and another sister wearing yellow named Tana Fox. If you are interested in seeing a fox family picture here, please let me know.
Anyway, sometime after I have gotten all these large plush animals made and that I loved them very much, I decide to set up a special day in June with them which I begin to celebrate my spirituality at the time once a year. It then became more interesting for me a few years later when I have started to become connected with faeries, which happened after I have moved to where I am living now and found a number of faerie rings in the field on the property. This led to me having some dreams about there being faeries in the forest here. I, of course, show the dreams to Yotewah and find out there are faeries here that are quite fond of me since I have gotten a strong connection with the forest here that has me feeling that I don’t want to leave it.
I soon also found myself going to my grandma's house more frequently to talk to her about the dreams as well since she knows witchcraft and knows about the occult, and I end up gaining a bit of interest in magick as it felt right to me and end up getting a number of books on witchcraft and magick from her to look at, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
Sometime after I have begun looking at these books, I also end up getting a number of other books on faerie magic and faeriecraft as well to look at including one on hex removal and defense, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
While I was reading through the books I have gotten and talking to my grandma about stuff with questions I had, she ends up also getting me into getting a couple of faerie tarots, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
Around this time as well, I was also given a set of four white candles to use and was also taught the use of blessing salt and using the salt to bless stuff. Also, since I have been reading about magickal properties of wood and tree magick, I have gotten sticks from a number of different trees to use as magick wands with any incantations I might use. Some of the magick wards I have gotten though are Cedar, Elder wood, and Honey Locust to name a few. And since I have also learned from my grandma that I may need a robe for doing magick, I end up having a hooded fox style outfit similar to the Disney Lost Boy made for me which I have worn a few times and found to be pretty comfortable in. Oh, and I also find out from my grandma that I should also be writing down my experiences and notes in a notecard to record them which I have started working on.
This might sound a bit odd, but I have also learned from Yotewah that a few of my other plush animals have spirits attached to them as she also said she is a seer and that she said that she teaches that kind of thing. I first found that out after getting a set of six Disney Lost Boy plush as shown in the picture below.
Shortly after getting these six Disney Lost Boy plush, I found out they may have spirits that look like the lost boys that have attached themselves to them since I have been having dreams from time to time with life-sized lost boys that look very similar to the plush appearing in them. I have also learned that it seems my Jumbo Tails from Sonic plush as shown in the picture below might be a guardian to me as well.
And I have also found out from Yotewah that the large Master Shifu plush I have gotten as shown in the picture below has an ancient wise entity attached to it.
She believes that it could help teach me stuff if I could find a way to communicate with it. I have also been told though that this entity has been disoriented since I had that plush re-stuffed to make it more soft and cuddly, and would need spiritual healing. Even though I am trying to figure this out and trying something as advised, I am just an apprentice in this and basically somewhat on my own since I'm not a part of a coven of witches who would understand this enough to be able to help me.
At this time, it seems that my communication with Yotewah might be severed as I have been trying to contact her and waiting patiently in regards to some bad dreams that had me feeling that a few of the entities may have resurfaced and were trying to attack me again through dreams. If you would like to know to see about possibly helping me, one the entities in question appeared to be called John Destroyer or something like that. It seemed to have started targeting me shortly after I have acquired the six Disney Lost Boy plush and may be trying to sever my attachment with them. The other entity that might be resurfacing again is one I had dealt with in the past. It went by the name of Pandora Ellen Tails and I first encountered it in a dream that started where I was in a small canoe going down a river and I heard people talking about me going toward this haunted house that was said to have been destroyed.
While continuing on down the river, some sort of ghostly entity appeared out of nowhere and seemed to be holding the canoe in place. I then was trying to ward it off to get away, but it was in vein as I suddenly appeared to be in a very old house that looked like it once had been on fire as it was all black on the inside. I noticed the ghost had appeared again and was trying to stop me or something again, but then found I had run away and ended up in a classroom in a schoolhouse with the ghost not there anymore. I turned to leave the schoolhouse and was heading outside for something, but then the ghost or something had scared me and caused me to go back inside.
Inside the school, I have noticed other students that are there now appearing to be dismissed and let out, but then there was a fire alarm going off from somewhere with staff people showing up and telling me to go back outside. I turned around and went back out to find it appearing to be raining heavily and noticed something strange coming up to me in a strange vehicle that wanted me to come with it. I became scared while refusing and started to head away from it. It suddenly seemed to be following me and I started to run right back into the schoolhouse. I headed to the front help desk where there appeared to be many staff members and told them about the thing that is after me. The response I get from them is they were going to call my mother and have her come and get me while telling me that I need to wait there.
While I was waiting there, someone came in and was talking about that they have found a piece of “Gadget Boy”, a leg or something after he was destroyed. A little while later, this female came in and wanted to take me away. I became scared again while refusing to go with her and was trying to get help from a staff member who I went behind. It seemed like the staff member was going to protect me, but then got tossed aside like they were nothing to the female who seemed like a wicked powerful witch ghost. I then was trying to ask the others while crying, “There she is. Can’t you see her and defend me?”, but they were laying there frozen or something which caused me to run to a computer with a phone dialer.
As I was frantically trying to dial the emergency number, the wicked woman suddenly yanked that thing away from me and I end up quickly running out of the schoolhouse and across streets that appeared to be wet. I started getting feelings about the “Gadget Boy” and that this is the future of him/it, but then noticed the wicked woman was still following me. Right as she caught up to me again across the street, I suddenly heard her saying stuff like, “Please come with me, I am your real mother. Do you remember Pandora Ellen Tails?” I really have no clue who that is and what she was trying to do to me. The only thought that came to me at the time is “What if I was a member of a lost clan or something”, as I had suddenly woken up a bit shaken and having questions that need answering on this.
Now you had said the follow about dealing with spirits or communicating with me, which I will answer now.
One night the taps occurred. I grounded my self, and then shielded my self as well. I think asked questions, such as tap once if you’re a girl. The spirit replied in taps. I had a friend over and she begged me to stop because she was scared so I stopped. If you wish to contact this spirit. Look up information on how to ground/shield and protect.I’m not sure how any of this or shielding myself would work here since I haven’t had any spirit disturbances like you described while awake. It seems to mostly happen through my dreams and don’t know what would help me even though I have been using a couple dream catchers that I have.
Also, another questionable thing going on that I like to add is that I had a recent dream of an entity or something that was trying to use my Suzette Fox plush, the mom fox plush as shown in the picture below, in a dream to try to contact me for some unknown reason.
As far as I can remember, I appeared to be somewhere that seemed to look like my backyard and came around the side somewhere. It looked like I was going around a corner to a patio, but then I noticed someone who looked like a fox in the nearby bushes and trees. I started to wonder if I was near a forest, but then was hearing a feminine voice coming from somewhere like a spirit or something was trying to make contact with me and it felt like someone or something that seemed like a fox woman. I then get a vision from somewhere of them looking like a familiar fox character of mine and suddenly found my Suzette Fox plush sitting there nearby. I soon come up to my Suzette Fox plush and started talking into its ear saying stuff like “Hi, is there someone there wanting to speak to me? Are you trying to contact me for something?” while trying to get a response, but found I was not getting any kind of response. I continued trying it again a few more times, but then I woke up.
If you know of anything or any way that could help me that I could try, or know of anyone to try to contact that may have certain ‘gifts’ that could be used to help me, please let me know here.
Anyway, if you want to talk to me more about things I have mentioned here, feel free to let me know.
Jun 6, 2016 3:20:57 GMT -5 Brandon said:
I'm very glad you joined Eric. Thank you. It's pretty simply as the posting rules. If you want to discuss/share the subject you are talking about now.A good idea too if you don't know where to put it is think about your question and just see where it fits into which board. What it has to do about and so on. If you post it on the wrong board, no worries, there are no penalties for that at all. I can just redirect your thread to the appropriate board. So no need to worry my friend.
Jun 6, 2016 3:20:57 GMT -5 Brandon said:
Your spiritual journey sounds amazing. It is awesome that you also have *of sorts* a spiritual adviser *Yotewah*. It lovely and refreshing to hear that your grandmother is helping/giving advice as well.As I have mentioned before in private message, it all started a long time ago back when I was in my teens and long before I began finding my way into occult related stuff. It is also around the time I first had a dream with possible spiritual contact which was with what looked like a small white mouse. In the dream, I was in the backyard near the alleyway of where I used to live a long time ago, and there appeared to be a white mouse scurrying around down in the grass. It was a normal size mouse like the ones you would see in a pet store. When I got down closer to the mouse, I saw that it had blue eyes and suddenly began hearing the mouse speaking in English, but couldn't quite hear what the mouse was saying. Right as I got even closer to the mouse, the speaking became clearer and was clearly saying something about two greatest treasures in the world. I then found myself picking the mouse up and asking it, "Hello, could you explain it to me what this was about."
Instead of getting a response, I noticed the mouse running off by the fence instead while I was saying to it "Did I hurt you, I'm sorry." I then heard the mouse saying something about a morning bell and that its name is Heather, and I again say that I am sorry. I suddenly lost sight of the mouse and started to walk down the alleyway, but then walked back toward the yard. I soon noticed the white mouse was back, but didn't appear to be moving. As I got down close to it to check it out, I saw that it appeared to be sad and said to it, "I apologize and I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way." I then hear the mouse responding to me and saying, "No, it's not that. It's just that my husband was killed by a croaker while searching for one of the two greatest treasures in the world." I soon noticed the mouse was pointing toward a steep grassy hill that appeared to be just beyond my old house before continuing to speak and say, "One of the two greatest treasures lies just over that hill.", and then I woke up afterward.
I haven't been able to figure out this dream since then other than I had the feeling the mouse named Heather was possibly the spirit of a mouse. The only thoughts I have gotten is that the croaker could mean a frog even though I'm not sure what kind of frog would kill a mouse. And as for the steep grassy hill in the dream, I had thoughts that it might represent the tree-covered hill that I could see beyond the front of the house where I used to live in childhood in Emmaus, Pennsylvania, and beyond that hill is where my grandma's house is in which it might have something to do with it. All I know is that this led to me finding out that I have some mouse-like characteristics with my personality and soon began to go by the name of Erik Mouse.
The next time I was having dreams with possible spiritual contact didn't happen until some time later after I had a return visit to my grandma's house since I haven't been there in over ten years, and that was because I was forced to leave the area during childhood in a cross-country exodus with family to the Seattle, Washington area due to marriage issues between my mom and my now deceased biological father. During the first time I returned to my grandma's house after being gone for over ten years, I felt this spiritual presence there and days later began having the many dreams I had with a boy or anthropomorphic fox wearing blue clothing who called himself Kane Fox in them. After the first few dreams I had of him, I ended up drawing and doing a sketch of him of what he looked like with colored pencils as shown below.
I wasn’t sure what to make of the dreams and ended up getting some books at the time on dreams including a book on shamanism, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
- The Dream Encyclopedia – Did you ever awaken from a particularly vivid dream to find you had trouble shaking the eerie feeling it left behind? Was the dream simply the residue of your hectic day… or something far more significant? – By James R. Lewis
- The Everything Dreams Book – From fantasies to nightmares, what your dreams mean, how to remember them, and how they effect your everyday life – By Trish and Rob MacGregor
- The Way of the Shaman – This classic on shamanism pioneered the modern shamanic renaissance. It is the foremost resource and reference on shamanism. Now, with a new introduction and a guide to current resources, anthropologist Michael Harner provides the definitive handbook on practical shamanism --- what it is, where it came from, and how you can participate. – By Michael Harner
The books I have gotten on dreams didn’t seem to be that much help on this since I felt that a number of these dreams didn’t follow dream interpretations due to having spiritual contact in them, and had resulted in me getting rejected and banned from quite a few dream interpretation groups. I hope that I don’t see that happening here even though this is occult related, being that some time later after taking to a friend of mine about the dreams, I was referred to someone called Yotewah to talk to regarding the dreams and who or what was appearing in them. And while I was talking to her, I found out that she referred to herself as Coyote’s Daughter and that she was involved with the occult. She also told me that she has been studying for more than ten years on her own and with an Elder of Serpentstone. After sharing a number of the dreams with her, I learn from her that Kane Fox is actually a spirit I have found at my grandma’s house who became a friend and guide to me. This kind of led me to wonder whether or not I had an imaginary friend back in childhood that got left behind during the cross-country exodus and that it might be a symbol or signal that I want to regain my lost childhood.
Sometime during the time or after the time I was having the frequent dreams with Kane Fox in there, I ended up having a dream with a woman who appeared to look like an anthropomorphic coyote in it that seemed like it was Yotewah herself. Shortly after waking up from the dream, I ended up drawing and doing a sketch of this coyote woman of what she looked like with colored pencils as shown below.
After doing this drawing and sketch, I tell her about this dream and show it to Yotewah who tells me it seems like it is her as the outfit and stuff it is wearing is very similar to stuff she has and wears. It was also around this time that I had a few dreams where Kane Fox got taken away from me by something pretending to be him. In the dream that I had where I have seen a picture of the Kane Fox Impersonator that at first looked like Kane Fox, but there was something different about him. This Kane Fox Impersonator appeared to have two white crescents on each side of his face and his face appeared to be kind of different, kind of human, but still wore clothing that matched Kane Fox. Then in another dream, I found out something bad happened to Kane Fox where I found that he was communicating to me and calling for help through big cardboard tube like the ones that come with rolls of wrapping paper. It started out with a soft voice saying “Hello there, help me” with me responding to it saying “Yes”, and then it said, “This is Kane, help.” I then end up asking it “Are you a ghost?” and got a response from it saying “Yes.” In that dream, I felt that the only way you can communicate to Kane Fox with that tube is that you are doing it with the heart by putting your heart into your voice. Otherwise you wouldn’t get a response.
Since I didn’t know what to do, I ended up really needing Yotewah’s help in this and told her all about this. I end up finding out from her that she found out where Kane Fox was being held and rescued him from there, and that there was something impersonating Kane Fox with the intent on doing me harm. She also tells me that she had taken care of the impersonator by having them sealed away in a sphere of love in an ice glacier until it has learned to love itself, and said she has it guarded by one of her ice dragons. That seemed to be the end of that problem, but then sometime after this, I began having a few dreams where I have encountered a little girl who called herself Lindsey in them and originally had something that was chasing after her in them. After I have shown Yotewah the dreams of Lindsey, I learn from her that Lindsey is actually another spirit that is an elfin girl that I have gotten as another spiritual friend, and she had help Lindsey by getting rid of whatever was chasing after her.
Shortly after getting Lindsey, I decided to have large plush animals around three feet tall of both Kane Fox and Lindsey made, and ended up finding someone to make them without costing me too much money for the commission. The result is that I had these two plush animals of Kane Fox and Lindsey made for me as shown in the pictures below.
The reason I have gone and had these two large plush animals made is because I have become attached to both Kane Fox and Lindsey enough that I wanted to have something representing them to cuddle and love. Sometime after these two large plush animals were made and I have received them, the spirits of both Kane Fox and Lindsey became attached to them even though I have taken the large plush of Kane Fox to my grandma’s house and the spirit of Kane Fox had become attached to it while it was there. Nowadays, I usually have these two large plush in bed with me to sleep with as I feel that I want to keep them protected with me. And if you are wondering what the necklace is around the Kane Fox plush, it is a hematite stone necklace he has on that I have gotten for him. He also has a rose quartz one on as well that I have also gotten for him since hematite and rose quartz are for protection and love.
Speaking of which, you said the following regarding spirits being attached to objects which I’m going to answer here.
Jun 6, 2016 3:20:57 GMT -5 Brandon said:
As for your plushies having spirits attached to them. I have heard of spirits attaching or being attached to objects. Some spirits doing it willing or so I have read for many reasons such as unfinished business before passing. Some spirits get attached by other practitioners unwillingly. Then you have to think. If you where a spirit and someone attached you to something and wouldn’t let you move on, wouldn’t you be upset? I know I would. I just hope that isn't the case.Also, since I loved Kane Fox very much, I ended up designing and having a whole family of large plush foxes made to go with him which consists of a mother wearing a flowery dress and bonnet named Suzette Fox, a brother wearing green named Taru Fox, a sister wearing pink named Katy Fox, and another sister wearing yellow named Tana Fox. If you are interested in seeing a fox family picture here, please let me know.
Anyway, sometime after I have gotten all these large plush animals made and that I loved them very much, I decide to set up a special day in June with them which I begin to celebrate my spirituality at the time once a year. It then became more interesting for me a few years later when I have started to become connected with faeries, which happened after I have moved to where I am living now and found a number of faerie rings in the field on the property. This led to me having some dreams about there being faeries in the forest here. I, of course, show the dreams to Yotewah and find out there are faeries here that are quite fond of me since I have gotten a strong connection with the forest here that has me feeling that I don’t want to leave it.
I soon also found myself going to my grandma's house more frequently to talk to her about the dreams as well since she knows witchcraft and knows about the occult, and I end up gaining a bit of interest in magick as it felt right to me and end up getting a number of books on witchcraft and magick from her to look at, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
- Everyday Magic - Spells & Rituals For Modern Living -- By Dorothy Morrison
- Everyday Moon Magic - Spells & Rituals For Abundant Living -- By Dorothy Morrison
- Llewellyn’s 1997 Magical Almanac - A Treasury of Eclectic Enchantments -- Llewellyn Publications
- The Modern Witch’s Spellbook - A Guide to the Mysteries of the Occult, Explaining How to Cast Spells, Work Charms and Love-Magic, and Improve Daily Living Through Witchcraft -- By Sarah Lyddon Morrison
- Wicca - A Guide For The Solitary Practitioner -- By Scott Cunningham
Sometime after I have begun looking at these books, I also end up getting a number of other books on faerie magic and faeriecraft as well to look at including one on hex removal and defense, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
- A Complete Guide To Faeries & Magical Beings - Hang silver bells by an open window, create your own fairy tales, or simply sit quietly in a hawthorn tree or beside a ring of mushrooms and enter another dimension -- the magical kingdom of the faeries. -- By Cassandra Eason
- A Witch’s Guide to Faery Folk - How to Work with the Elemental World -- By Edain McCoy
- Faeries & Elementals For Beginners - Learn About & Communicate With Nature Spirits -- By Alexandra Chauran
- Faery Craft - Weaving Connections with the Enchanted Realm -- By Emily Carding
- Fairies, Real Encounters With Little People - Who are they? Where can they be found? Dramatic discoveries about these enchanted legendary beings... -- By Janet Bord
- Fairy Magic - All about fairies and how to bring their magic into your life -- By Rosemary Ellen Guiley
- Fairy Spells - Seeing and Communicating with the Fairies -- By Claire Nabmad
- Have You Been Hexed? - Recognizing and Breaking Curses -- By Alexandra Chauran
- How To See Faeries - At last, here is a book to help you discover faeries in your home and backyard or in a nearby park or wood. -- By Brian Froud & John Matthews
- The Book of Faery Magic - Journey to the enchanted realms of the fae, and discover the healing powers of myth, magic, and mischief! -- By Lucy Cavendish & Serene Conneeley
- The Great Encyclopedia of Faeries - Secrets Revealed -- By Pierre Dubois
- The Healing Power of Faery - Working with Elementals and Nature Spirits to Soothe the Body and Soul -- By Edain McCoy
- The Magick of Faeries - Working with the Spirits of Nature -- By Cassandra Eason
While I was reading through the books I have gotten and talking to my grandma about stuff with questions I had, she ends up also getting me into getting a couple of faerie tarots, which are listed as follows for those who may want to know which ones they are.
- A Guide To Mystic Faerie Tarot (& Cards) - Journey into a magical realm of enchanted forests and wishing pools, where sprites, elves, and nymphs hobnob with magicians and priestesses, and the Fae of each flower, stone, and star hold a message just for you. -- By Barbara Moore
- The Faeries Oracle – Working with the faeries to find insight, wisdom, and joy – By Brian Froud & Jessica Macbeth
Around this time as well, I was also given a set of four white candles to use and was also taught the use of blessing salt and using the salt to bless stuff. Also, since I have been reading about magickal properties of wood and tree magick, I have gotten sticks from a number of different trees to use as magick wands with any incantations I might use. Some of the magick wards I have gotten though are Cedar, Elder wood, and Honey Locust to name a few. And since I have also learned from my grandma that I may need a robe for doing magick, I end up having a hooded fox style outfit similar to the Disney Lost Boy made for me which I have worn a few times and found to be pretty comfortable in. Oh, and I also find out from my grandma that I should also be writing down my experiences and notes in a notecard to record them which I have started working on.
This might sound a bit odd, but I have also learned from Yotewah that a few of my other plush animals have spirits attached to them as she also said she is a seer and that she said that she teaches that kind of thing. I first found that out after getting a set of six Disney Lost Boy plush as shown in the picture below.
Shortly after getting these six Disney Lost Boy plush, I found out they may have spirits that look like the lost boys that have attached themselves to them since I have been having dreams from time to time with life-sized lost boys that look very similar to the plush appearing in them. I have also learned that it seems my Jumbo Tails from Sonic plush as shown in the picture below might be a guardian to me as well.
And I have also found out from Yotewah that the large Master Shifu plush I have gotten as shown in the picture below has an ancient wise entity attached to it.
She believes that it could help teach me stuff if I could find a way to communicate with it. I have also been told though that this entity has been disoriented since I had that plush re-stuffed to make it more soft and cuddly, and would need spiritual healing. Even though I am trying to figure this out and trying something as advised, I am just an apprentice in this and basically somewhat on my own since I'm not a part of a coven of witches who would understand this enough to be able to help me.
At this time, it seems that my communication with Yotewah might be severed as I have been trying to contact her and waiting patiently in regards to some bad dreams that had me feeling that a few of the entities may have resurfaced and were trying to attack me again through dreams. If you would like to know to see about possibly helping me, one the entities in question appeared to be called John Destroyer or something like that. It seemed to have started targeting me shortly after I have acquired the six Disney Lost Boy plush and may be trying to sever my attachment with them. The other entity that might be resurfacing again is one I had dealt with in the past. It went by the name of Pandora Ellen Tails and I first encountered it in a dream that started where I was in a small canoe going down a river and I heard people talking about me going toward this haunted house that was said to have been destroyed.
While continuing on down the river, some sort of ghostly entity appeared out of nowhere and seemed to be holding the canoe in place. I then was trying to ward it off to get away, but it was in vein as I suddenly appeared to be in a very old house that looked like it once had been on fire as it was all black on the inside. I noticed the ghost had appeared again and was trying to stop me or something again, but then found I had run away and ended up in a classroom in a schoolhouse with the ghost not there anymore. I turned to leave the schoolhouse and was heading outside for something, but then the ghost or something had scared me and caused me to go back inside.
Inside the school, I have noticed other students that are there now appearing to be dismissed and let out, but then there was a fire alarm going off from somewhere with staff people showing up and telling me to go back outside. I turned around and went back out to find it appearing to be raining heavily and noticed something strange coming up to me in a strange vehicle that wanted me to come with it. I became scared while refusing and started to head away from it. It suddenly seemed to be following me and I started to run right back into the schoolhouse. I headed to the front help desk where there appeared to be many staff members and told them about the thing that is after me. The response I get from them is they were going to call my mother and have her come and get me while telling me that I need to wait there.
While I was waiting there, someone came in and was talking about that they have found a piece of “Gadget Boy”, a leg or something after he was destroyed. A little while later, this female came in and wanted to take me away. I became scared again while refusing to go with her and was trying to get help from a staff member who I went behind. It seemed like the staff member was going to protect me, but then got tossed aside like they were nothing to the female who seemed like a wicked powerful witch ghost. I then was trying to ask the others while crying, “There she is. Can’t you see her and defend me?”, but they were laying there frozen or something which caused me to run to a computer with a phone dialer.
As I was frantically trying to dial the emergency number, the wicked woman suddenly yanked that thing away from me and I end up quickly running out of the schoolhouse and across streets that appeared to be wet. I started getting feelings about the “Gadget Boy” and that this is the future of him/it, but then noticed the wicked woman was still following me. Right as she caught up to me again across the street, I suddenly heard her saying stuff like, “Please come with me, I am your real mother. Do you remember Pandora Ellen Tails?” I really have no clue who that is and what she was trying to do to me. The only thought that came to me at the time is “What if I was a member of a lost clan or something”, as I had suddenly woken up a bit shaken and having questions that need answering on this.
Now you had said the follow about dealing with spirits or communicating with me, which I will answer now.
Jun 6, 2016 3:20:57 GMT -5 Brandon said:
As for communication with spirits, I too am dealing with a similar issue. Since I was a child I have been experiencing issues with spirits. Those knocking on my door, flickering light bulbs, Moving things and the list goes on. I use to think my place was haunted. But we moved several times. Also when I got scared when these occurrences happened. The activity would stop for days/week/months, sometimes even years. One night the taps occurred. I grounded my self, and then shielded my self as well. I think asked questions, such as tap once if you’re a girl. The spirit replied in taps. I had a friend over and she begged me to stop because she was scared so I stopped. If you wish to contact this spirit. Look up information on how to ground/shield and protect.
Also, another questionable thing going on that I like to add is that I had a recent dream of an entity or something that was trying to use my Suzette Fox plush, the mom fox plush as shown in the picture below, in a dream to try to contact me for some unknown reason.
As far as I can remember, I appeared to be somewhere that seemed to look like my backyard and came around the side somewhere. It looked like I was going around a corner to a patio, but then I noticed someone who looked like a fox in the nearby bushes and trees. I started to wonder if I was near a forest, but then was hearing a feminine voice coming from somewhere like a spirit or something was trying to make contact with me and it felt like someone or something that seemed like a fox woman. I then get a vision from somewhere of them looking like a familiar fox character of mine and suddenly found my Suzette Fox plush sitting there nearby. I soon come up to my Suzette Fox plush and started talking into its ear saying stuff like “Hi, is there someone there wanting to speak to me? Are you trying to contact me for something?” while trying to get a response, but found I was not getting any kind of response. I continued trying it again a few more times, but then I woke up.
If you know of anything or any way that could help me that I could try, or know of anyone to try to contact that may have certain ‘gifts’ that could be used to help me, please let me know here.
Anyway, if you want to talk to me more about things I have mentioned here, feel free to let me know.